Janne and I had planned to stay in Pähkinä for at least a couple of years. Then we settled in, fell hard for the cottage, the view, the lake, and 'maybe a couple of years' turned into 'hopefully many years.' Except that it didn't. Unexpected job opportunities, and other hiccups and blessings, have meant that mixed in with the joy of living in such a special place have been the strain of commuting, too much time apart, and bills that add up to more than we'd anticipated. It's time to move on. We had fifteen truly amazing, transformative months in this dear house, and I'm genuinely coming out of it a changed person. We also had the time to make a mark on the place. To restore some order to the weeds that had long overrun the garden, to help establish the new waste and water systems, clean, haul, dig, and nurture. It wasn't always fun or easy being the resident guinea pigs, but it was a great adventure.
After some new year's reflecting, we accepted our situation wasn't sustainable and decided to dip our toes in the pond of the Helsinki housing market. Getting a nice place in nice location turned out to be more of leaping in kind of activity, so we held hands, took the jump, and everything whizzed into place faster than I could have expected. It's more than a bit bewildering, but we're also feeling relieved and optimistic about the future. In three years of living in Helsinki I had never quite felt at home, and was surprised when I missed not only my friends, but the city itself. And after eight months without drinkable tap water (and four without water at all), I can't say a bit of home plumbing won't be welcome.
Having a baby on the way has changed our perspective too. The cottage is home to an impressive array of deathtraps, but the really crucial thing we'll be moving into is a community. This is a lonely street of holiday cottages that comes alive for a few brief weeks in the summer only. Once I'm on maternity leave, I know I'll appreciate being able to walk to the market and around town, meeting friends at the drop of a hat, and having my husband a ten-minute bike journey away, not an hour's train ride.
We'll probably never live in Pähkinä again (but never say never, right?), but our relationship with this place isn't over. It's our friend's cottage after all, and it will likely need some looking after in the future--something we've pledged, as long as we can, to be there for.
So, away we go from the backwoods of Finland to the country's most densely populated neighborhood, Kallio! There will still be foraging, cooking, creating, and lots of escapes to the forest, but life will certainly be different. I'll need to take a little break for the move and to catch my breath, but the blog will continue. And I hope you'll stay on this journey with me!



